Blogger and model Oksana Samoylova spoke candidly with Ksenia Sobchak about her marriage to rapper Dzhigan, and after the interview aired, she thanked women for their support, reports infohub.kz.
According to her, she endured years of abuse, fear, and infidelity in the relationship with the rapper. All that time she tried to save the marriage for the sake of the children — which is why she hesitated so long to divorce.
After the interview, Oksana posted on Instagram thanking people for their support. "Every day I receive thousands of messages from girls who are or were in a similar situation... and I feel terribly sorry. I didn't know how to behave properly in all of this. At some point your psyche adapts and absolutely strange things start to seem normal to you. Everything gets tangled up. Now I can say for sure that no one will thank you for 'saving,' enduring, and trying to preserve things," she wrote.
She considers the safety of her children the most important thing: they must live in joy, the mother of many children is convinced. "Three months have passed, and during this time the children have recovered, we've been to many places with them, they go to school, play, laugh, and simply live an ordinary life. I know I am guilty before my children, but I also know that I am a good mother and all my life I did everything for their happiness and well-being, and in this situation I did everything I could at the moment when it became legally possible," she continued.
Oksana wants to close this painful topic and never return to it. "There won't be 1,000 posts and endless discussion. All further proceedings will be within the framework of custody. Life hasn't stopped, obligations haven't gone anywhere, work is scheduled a year ahead, the children need to be fed, treated, taught, clothed — only I can do this, and I can only rely on myself," she shared.
Dzhigan's ex-wife admitted that for the first time in a long while she feels free. "It's as if my voice and my right to life have been returned to me. Yes, I'm still scared, and I know that ahead of me is a long, difficult process of standing up for myself and my children. Sometimes I will share thoughts and feelings, but I don't want to burden you with all of it. I want to share something positive with you, I want to do my work, I want to spend time with friends and loved ones, I just want to live on," Oksana concluded.
Her followers supported her in the comments: "No one knows how to live correctly! Strength to you, dear," "Oksana, everything will be fine, we wish you and the children all the best," "What a brave woman you are! You and the children will be fine. Good is on your side!"
Recall that this spring Dzhigan and Oksana Samoylova divorced after 13 years of marriage. And recently it became known that rapper Dzhigan took hostages and opened fire in his own home. However, his lawyer Sergei Zhorin stated that the accusations of shooting and hostage-taking are lies. Oksana Samoylova filed a lawsuit demanding that Dzhigan be restricted in his parental rights.